D.I.D. You See Us Fly?

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Bodies without Organs translated into bodies with all too real organs (whose needs we constantly fail to recognize). Ceaseless transformation giving way to empty bodies, stagnant formulations.

Our molar body/(ies) powerless to fight against the reality binding our fists and conditioning our days. Our flight transformed into essential phallacy.

Flight precluding fight.

   Flight precluding survival.

Flight giving HIM exactly what he wanted:

"WE," the compliant subject(s).

Sites of resistance, the cutting edges of defiance eluding our molecularized versions of self-hood. Our transparencies of centralized identity lacking a palpable "real" in which to situate their rage. The failed maxim heralding our numbered days: "You have to keep enough of the organism for it to reform each dawn...and you have to keep small rations of subjectivity in sufficient quantity to enable you to respond to the dominant reality... You don't reach the BwO, and its plane of consistency, by wildly de-stratifying ."- Deleuze & Guattari (160)*

Our call for "functionality" (READ: resistance, defiance) leading to harried grasps at re-territorialization from within. Too-violent-destratification leading to an equally violent re-stratification. An insatiable need to control the splitting, expanding inner voices. "Helper" personalities (helping only those who choose to read us as they will). "Gate-keepers." "Core Images." Each disassociated self, each subsequent internal control mechanism, preceding, subsuming all hope for rhizomatic expansion.

doors never closed in our house... 
[unless daddy decided they should]... 
me huddled on the floor in fetal 
position:"daddy please don't hit me"... 
him [afraid]: THE NEIGHBORS WILL HEAR... 
my mother always absent...

We meta-morphosed as hyper-striated entities. Our desire subsumed, subverted, re-stratified. Each self tied perpetually in re-constituting identity. Each inner non-essence caught in a trap of denying association with itself. Organizing and re-organizing, splitting in arborescent fissures. Following designated paths of hyper-identity, seeking constantly stratified congruence and convergence. Lines of flight, de-territorializations followed always by internalized, internalizable re-territorializations, re-striations, reification.

A record caught in an unending groove of identity matrix. Mass multiplicities circling the pack, but never merging as one.

"YOU WILL BE FULL OF YOURSELF, YOU WILL LOSE CONTROL, YOU WILL BE ON A PLANE OF CONSISTENCY, IN A BODY WITHOUT ORGANS, BUT AT A PLACE WHERE YOU WILL ALWAYS BOTCH THEM, EMPTY THEM, UNDO WHAT YOU DO, MOTIONLESS RAGS." -Deleuze & Guattari (285) *

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